Contemplating...

I have felt this urge within me to start stepping out of this "working for people" cocoon and venture on my own, probably doing what I like to do best and having the time of my life spent fully with the people I would really want to be with.

That sort of feeling was in me ever since Mama left us on Christmas Day last 2 years (God, bless her soul) and since we jumped into the New Year.

People say, New Year - New Resolution. Naah!! This thought of mine is not new. It's a rejuvenated thought that came from a deep intention of wanting to have a freedom in career, and a freedom of choice.

Life is too short to be so stressed up and all tensed with unwanted problems i.e. other people's problems.

But one thing is stopping me... THE MONEY!

SLEEPY EYES

Lately... I have not been having enough sleep.

Blame the work... blame the additional part time income merriment that I have been continuously seeking for... blame me for time mis-management... all there is to blame.

My right eye has been clicking egregiously non-stop - indicating a symptom of perennial mental and physical exhaustion. My back is aching at all times... begging for me to stop all the hazardous stretch and stressful motion.

The faster the communication... the more things are required. The bigger the amount of work.

WORK + MORE WORK + AD-HOC PROBLEMS + DAILY ISSUES + OUTSTANDING ISSUES = STRESSFUL LIFE